I had a terrible night at work tonight. I have problems with my supervisor (he likes me as a worker, but I can’t stand him, he really grates me) and tonight I just really couldn’t handle his shit. I’ve been finding work hard in general recently, really. It was a great job while I was a student, as it was like a break from study, and a mental break from all the pressures of being a student. However, now that it’s all that I’m doing, it is the very definition of tedium. A lot if the people who work there are incredibly superficial and I don’t want to know them, others are just plain thick. I do have friends there, they’re not all nut cases haha, but they are increasingly few and far between.
I just… I guess I’m a little dissatisfied with life in general at the moment. I know better things are coming my way, and that keeps me going for now.
Boy advice?? Please? There’s a guy I work with who I’ve been talking to recently. We’ve been out for coffee and have plans to go to the market together tomorrow. His facebook says he is in a relationship and he specifically invited my for coffee as friends, but… I actually don’t know if I’ve ever met someone so lovely. I totally totally respect that he has a gf, I wouldn’t want to break up something like that. But… Just now, for example, at 3:15am he happened to be awake and knew I was finishing work and text to offer me a ride home so that I wouldn’t have to walk in the rain… Normal guys don’t do that!! He is actually so lovely! Aargh why are all the good guys taken. And why do I always leave the country just as I start to get to know people. Life is totally out to get me.